Today’s Weigh-In
I am completely impressed with myself that I’m still loosing weight. I don’t even remember to eat sometimes - which is so opposite of my compulsive overeating personality.
That’s not to say I’m not tempted. I am. But you know what helps me?
Pickles.
Go figure.
Crunchy, dill pickles.
I need them. I love them. They are my kryptonite.
I have now lost a total of 36 pounds.
Next hurdle: get through Easter holiday without blowing it. So far I have avoided the candies. At our special dinner at the church Wednesday I didn’t finish my plate. I am trying to do those lifestyle things (such as not cleaning my plate) so that I can keep this up my whole live.
But it’s hard. I will admit it. And I often let myself get too hungry.
Like right now. I haven’t eaten yet and it’s 2:33. That’s wrong. I have to do better. I don’t want to trade one compulsion for another. I want balance.
I know I’m not starving myself because I’m not loosing fast.
But it does feel good not to be a complete slave to food.
I do need to exercise more. I just haven’t conquered that hurdle yet. I hate to exercise. Hate. It.
