How Did You Get So Fat?

Because I really didn’t have a success to post.  But I am thinking about it more, which is more than I did in the past.

And I have had a few teeny tiny successes.  Not many, but a few.

There have been times I have been a little bored in the evening and instead of eating I got busy doing something else.  That is only because I’m thinking about this more.

I’m thinking about making a list of reasons I don’t want to be fat.  Here are a few things I’ve thought of:

1.  I want to be able to fit comfortably in a movie theater seat.

2.  I want to be able to fit comfortably in an airplane seat.

3.  I want to be able to shop at regular clothing stores.

4.  I want to be able to buy regular knee-high boots instead of the “wide calf” kind.

5.  I want to be able to “go home” to my childhood state and see my childhood friends.  Right now I won’t go because I don’t want them to see me this way.

6.  I want to be respected.  I am not respected right now by store clerks.

7.  I want to be able to play games with children.

8.  I want to go to Israel and be able to walk to the Petra and through it.  I can’t go anywhere at this size.  I wouldn’t be able to walk it.

I have more but will have to type them later.